OK it goes like this at the beginning of my ninth grade year me and my best friend Taylor took me to a park and i met this guy and we all started talking and getting to know each other well i found out he goes to the same school as me well he is a senior by the way anyway he got to were he would come over everyday at break and hug me and everything and at lunch and breakfast he would come get my food because i don't eat school food anyway we got really close and somewhere along the way i started to like him i don't mean a crush i mean like like him well one weekend me and my friend heather went to the Taylor's house and me Taylor heather and Taylor cousin went to the park after a little bit they left me there with Devon for about twenty minutes and he took me up to the shelters and he said so i heard you haven't had your first kiss and i like turned into the wall and said i am going to kill them and he turned me around and kissed me then he walked around the corner and came back and like really kissed me then walked over to the other wall and came back and we made-out then he sat down on a picnic table and kissed me again and about five minutes later my friends showed back up and we went home well the next two days at school he completely ignored me well things have not been the same since about a two weeks later we started getting close again but no were near as close about a month after the kiss i texted him and said you can continue to ignore me but tell me why you kissed me and he said there was no general reason and before the kiss my friends keep telling me that he likes me so i went with the flow well i never really believed that he liked me well somewhere deep down i guess i did that's why i kept going with the flow but it turns out things will never be the same i tried and tried to forget him but i see him everyday in the halls and it just reminds me of how i was so close i don't know if i can forget that it ever happened like he can because it meant something to me but it didn't mean anything to him i didn't expect a relationship i just expected us to completely forget it happened and continue our life's the way they were not him completely forget about me someone tell me how to go on?

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