You know how when a girl hangs out with a bunch of guys, other people start to wonder if she likes one of them or if one of the guys like her? Well, yeah, the girl probably does like one of her guy friends,  I sure do and it's driving me crazy. The fact that I know that he doesnt like me back kills me, but I that I wont be heart broken because I already know, he's never told me that but I get a vibe from him that he doesnt.

I'm one of those girls that like to hang out with guys, most of my friends are guys, I like that. Untill I end up falling for one of them. It hurts when he doesnt like you back, but then thats the same for all people.
He's Ukrainian so his name would sound funny to others but to me, its beautiful, Sasha.
Some make fun of it, try to immitate his accent (which I find rude and mean) but I think its cute, I like him, of course. He's different from his brother, even if he's younger by a month or two. Igor is crazy and immature, but sweet in his own way while Sasha is quite and mature and stands on the sidelines and watches his older brother goof off. I think that its nice that he's mature, its hard to find a guy like that, but he does act silly every now and then when he's around his brother and they're chatting away in Russian or Ukrainian. Its nice, its exotic, and it take my breath away.
I guess I'm your average, everyday love crazy, boy crazy girl. I dont mind it, I just wish that the guys I hang out with would feel something for me. I get so close the guy that I go past the "we could date" to the "we're like brother and sister", sometimes I wish I wasnt so comfortaable with guys.. but some girls would love to be me.
I dont know why, I just know that it lead to a lot of disappiontment

So when people come up to me and ask, "do you like so-and-so", I say "no, he's like a brother" because thats what they want to hear, if i told them the truth it would end my friendship with the guy, even if I am in pain deep down. But I can't change what the people want to hear

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