The same boy, he's from Ukraine and I'm in love with him. I know I havent typed in awhile so I'll fill you in, I asked him if he still liked that girl he told me he liked him Sept. (lets call them all by their firt initial). so I is the guy i like and B is the girl he likes.
go to sleep close your eyes dream of broken butterflies that torn there wings agianst a thorn ya you know the pain that theyve enderd, silver metal shines so bright in the moon light . the moon light shines sobright off my tear drops ! so tonight when you start to cry wisper my lulabye
ang hirap magmahal lalo na kapag ikaw ang minahal,.. hay,.. sana di nalang kita nakilala sana di ako nasasaktan ngayon!
Nita love Nancy
I was in NCO group when I met these two ladies named Nita and Nancy. Nita is a girl with very dark complexion and Nancy on the other hand is a girl with huge pige or legs. They are good friends of mine. One day, I decided to stay at home rather to be in the office so i texted them that i can't make it that day. But I changed my mind and I decided to go to the office. At my surprise I saw them kissing passionately. I asked them what's happening and they just say "we love each other eventhough we're both girls". I've been keeping this secret for almost a year and they still love each other and planning to fly to states to get married.
My Unfinished First Love Story
It all started when I entered college, my old friend always makes fun at me in front of a very hot and silent type person who's also a friend of her. I was inlove at first sight and at my surprise, that person was just right beside my room. So everytime i sit on my chair, i saw that person looking straight at me too. It feels like i'm melting down and heart beats faster. One day, when I checked out the calendar of my university I caught that person staring at me through the glass that protects the calendar. It was heart-pounding experience again. I wrote about that person in my diary wishing that something will happen on us. I can't bear my feelings anymore and I want to put it to action. But my intuition stops me and decided to hide it to my self waiting for our time to come. After all tre waiting, nothing's happen until i reached second year college. I saw that person riding in a triyc inside with blunt eyes on me. I felt so hurt and sad.
I couldn't put together my thoughts, because I never thought that I could ever feel this feeling again. I feel like a little kid with a new bike..I feel like a little girl that just received flowers for the first time. You know that feeling? That feeling of happiness..unexplained happiness, and only if you've felt it, you will understand. I don't know what it is, I don't even want to question it, I just know that I am taking it in, and opening my heart again. Im letting my heart take a beat, and I'm closing my eyes because I don't want to wake up from this dream.
You know how when a girl hangs out with a bunch of guys, other people start to wonder if she likes one of them or if one of the guys like her? Well, yeah, the girl probably does like one of her guy friends, I sure do and it's driving me crazy.
The fact that I know that he doesnt like me back kills me, but I that I wont be heart broken because I already know, he's never told me that but I get a vibe from him that he doesnt.
I'm one of those girls that like to hang out with guys, most of my friends are guys, I like that. Untill I end up falling for one of them. It hurts when he doesnt like you back, but then thats the same for all people.
He's Ukrainian so his name would sound funny to others but to me, its beautiful, Sasha.
Some make fun of it, try to immitate his accent (which I find rude and mean) but I think its cute, I like him, of course. He's different from his brother, even if he's younger by a month or two. Igor is crazy and immature, but sweet in his own way while Sasha is quite and mature and stands on the sidelines and watches his older brother goof off. I think that its nice that he's mature, its hard to find a guy like that, but he does act silly every now and then when he's around his brother and they're chatting away in Russian or Ukrainian. Its nice, its exotic, and it take my breath away.
I guess I'm your average, everyday love crazy, boy crazy girl. I dont mind it, I just wish that the guys I hang out with would feel something for me. I get so close the guy that I go past the "we could date" to the "we're like brother and sister", sometimes I wish I wasnt so comfortaable with guys.. but some girls would love to be me.
I dont know why, I just know that it lead to a lot of disappiontment
So when people come up to me and ask, "do you like so-and-so", I say "no, he's like a brother" because thats what they want to hear, if i told them the truth it would end my friendship with the guy, even if I am in pain deep down. But I can't change what the people want to hear
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First love never die.. Nakita lang akong naglalakad, nang makita ang unang lalaking nag patibok ng puso ko.. Litung-lito at hindi ko alam ang gagawin, mag ha-Hi ba ako? yuyuko o hahayaan nalang siya? Parang nanahimik ang mundo ko ng panandalian pero bat parang ang ang saya ko? Kung papansinin kaya kita, makilala mo pa kaya ako? Ang daming tanong, lahat yun gusto ko ng masagot. May girlfriend kanaba? Pwede paba tayo maging mag kaibigan? Busy kaba? Hayyy.. nahihiya ako :"> Sana pala pinansin kita kanina. baka sakaling mapana tayo ni Kupido, ikaw pala talaga ang para sakin..
they called it puppy love I called it love, now as im older i see that if i loved him i wouldn't be able to help him while dating my cousin whom i was always jealous of no matter what i said. i love him now as well but i couldn't see my self in a realtionship other than the friendship and that there is incredible for as long as we've known one another being friends this long is a record. i think there are a few reasons i could never love him more than a friend or a brother is cuz i cant picture us in a sexual relationship, i can sleep next to him but as soon as it gets touchy even if its an unconscious decision i don't want his touch upon my body at least not like that. were one and the same that's what our moms say, you guys are basically the same personality only in different bodies. and looking on it from a perspective i can see that we like alot of the same things we act the same we even talk the same. Best friends is what we are and i cant say that is a bad thing.
One day i barrow the cellphone of my brother because i just want to text my friends .. but i see the number of one of my brother friend.. i text it just for friendship.. her name is Monera she is 19 yrs old .. when we are texting we are getting know each other .. but we have 1 little or a big problem we have a different religion she is a MUSLIM and i am a CHRISTIAN i am very disappointed .. but i just ignore her religion because i just want to friend with her..
So i've been knowing this guy james for about 5 years we've been good friends for that while. I met him in highschool the first time and it was just kind of a wierd meeting because he was just staring at me and i was like who is this dude staring at me and i never really got his name but then a couple weeks go by and he's in my class i get to know him and his name and that he is friends with this guy i kind of had a crush on named bob and at this time im young im dumb and a big flirt so basically i want him to hook me with his friend. So i start hanging it out with james more to get closer to bob. Now james is a funny smart sweet guy and he is fun to be around while trying to get closer to bob im spending time with james and im having more fun with james then i would with bob. I would play around in his room put on his clothes do fashion shoes, clean his room just good fun and funny memories. A little time goes by and im now in a relationship with bob im happy cause im still having fun and now im hanging out with james and bob together because their friends and were just all friends happy having a good times and all that but somewhere in there me and james start an emotional relationship and we have these feeling for each other that we both decide we can't act on because he's friends with bob and im bobs girlfriend. Now bob and james's relationship was mostly based on me or at least thats what i believe because james got so close to bob because he was trying to hook me up with him and some other business factors so thats just a little fact you should know. Anyways so now me and james have feelings for each other i learn that at one point james was in love with me he liked me a lot probably wanted to be with me but i wanted bob and wasn't really paying him any attention in that way and now i feel like a fool cause suddenly im feeling like maybe i should have been paying james a little more attention. So years go by me and james have pent up feelings me and bob are in a steady relationship kinda too steady more like marriage and yet were still having fun as long as were with friends being young you know that whole thing. But we soon start to grow up we all start hitting 18 19 20 and james gets into a relationship with my help i might add so now james is in a relationship with angela and they are happy cute and have great sex together. Now me and bob are together and a lot older and we are living like were married so much that we even have a son together. Now the nine months that i was pregnant i was in love with bob i spent and enjoyed my time with him and my feeling for james had supsided i wasn't really paying him any attention and he was in a relationship with angela they were doing there thing and i was big and pregnant and fat whatever anyways so i have my son and he's wonderful me and bob spend are first year parenting together and slowly it just starts to become life and i see myself somewhere different somewhere not with bob and i've always kind of had that feeling but its become a lot more strong over the years. So i'm kinda feeling stuck now with bob i have a son with him and everyone is asking us when were getting married that type of thing and i just don't see us moving forward that way and being happy about it the way i should be if i were to do that. So im in a bad place with love looking for someone to save me and along comes james one night were all hanging out as friends me james angela and bob and me and james are the last ones left awake and we head outside to go hang out and listen to music in the car now we have always had emotional feelings but we never really acted on them we talked about them and put them in there place. So slowly but surely after talking about how are relationships are a little messed up he's telling me angela is abusive im telling him im not completely happy with bob things become physical and we have sex for the first time and on the day that, that crazy priest dude said the world was gonna end i might add may 21 2011 me and james had sex for the first time and it was the best sex i had ever had now i haven't slept with many people the person who took my virginity and bob that was it so its not long omg he's a sex god but its like he's my sex god shit and bob really never hit the spot for me but on some real shit james did and it was great so after this little adventure we some how agree that this was just sex and we can't act on anything else and im just like ok yeah whatever i know. But the next morning im confused im lost im ok but not ok idk i wanna have sex with james again i want him simple as that but somewhere there is still control telling me no you can't be realsitic so i simmer down and take it easy but as time goes by when were hanging out james is telling me that he wants more so eventually it happens again and again in my bathroom, in his bed, in his couch and might i add his couch and his bed is also
love n friendship..two most important things in life..and if they come in same form..thats the luckiest thinkg that can happen to you..so i guess im the luckiest person..but it comes with complications..because things change..the person changes..and you dont know what do you want..the person to act as a lover..or as your friend..
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i'm in love with a guy who has a girlfriend we're going out for about 8 months already.. whenever we're together he treats me like a princess.. he said he love's me but he still can't let go of his girlfriend.. it hurts to see them together.. what should i do.. :( should i continue going out with him? i
So I have to get this off my chest because I have just been letting it build up inside and everyone knows that's never good.
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