When we go into our first relationship, we also fall in love. Our first true love will never be forgotten, and our love for them will never change. Everyone has their meaning of what love is. To me, it's when you can be yourself around them, tell them anything, accept them for who they are, and when you can look deep into their eyes and tell them you love them. You can see your whole future with them.
Like they say, love is the closest thing we have to magic. When we are with them, it feels like you have been with them FOREVER. But it hasn't been a very long time though. Yes, every relationship will have that one big arguement. If it's true love, you and your love will work things out, it might take a long time, but you wait forever, and it pays off. Love is beautiful and precious.
When the only thing you have is him/her. It's all you think about! You're so afraid of loosing them, that it hurts you just by thinking of it, at least you know that your love for them is real.
XOXOXOXO- Until next time; Kali
Love Blog
You came into my life unexpectedly.
I never thought that I would be feeling this way again.
You make my days so great and brighten up my life once again.
Whenever you smile my world stops from revolving,
whenever you call I start to stammer,
whenever you show care all I wanna do is to hug you so tight.
I wanna let the whole world know how much it hurt when I lost you,
and now that your'e back,
there's no way of letting you go again.
I always dream of you since the day you went away.
I have loved somebody else but i failed to forget you
because you are stuck in my long term memory and in my heart.
You still occupy the space in my heart where your fingertips and your
memories softly echo.
What we had before is something Im always longing to happen again.
I keep on telling myself that someday
your'e going to love me again just like before but
sometimes in my lonely hours there's one question that bothers me
--- WILL YOU COME BACK? And now here we are,
playing with cupid's bow pretending to be okay well infact we're not.
Im holding on and I always will to make our love survive
because the truth is Ive learned to be optimistic
and determined when we lost each other.
Things happen so fast. We find another,
love them but eventually there is only one person
that we need to be a part of our life.
In my case, It was you I needed,
still need and will always need in my life
because your'e the only person who can make my heart
beats faster and slower at the same time.
With you I can be ME, no mask no more pretensions.
With you I feel like Im the most beautiful person in the world,
with you I feel the youth in me and most of all..
I feel heaven beside you.
I wanna thank God for leading you back in my life
because you came when I was starting to lose hope.
Now that your'e here, all I wanna do is to hug you for real
and love you until they take my heart away.
I love you and I always will even if it takes a lifetime..
i was broken, lost and bleeding then a thug suddenly came into my life.
he is such an arrogant person! hmmp.. he didnt even court me (ow gosh!),
but hey yah! look at me now im truly madly deeply in love with him.
i love his laugh because it seems to seduce me..
i love it when he teases me.. i love it when he calls me just to hear my voice..
i love it when when he wakes up early just to wake me up,
i love it when he forces me to jog every sunday,
i love it when he makes lambing when i make tampo..
i love it when we argue over Drangon Ball Z vs Inuyasha..
i love it when he spends time watching that all time favorite
El Cuerpo chuva (hehehe) which makes him different among the rest
and most of all i love the way he made me fall for him every single day
that i have.
im happy..
because he found me when no one is looking
because he gave his love to me
because he can deal with my tantrums
because he loves me..
i love him today, tommorow and ill still be loving him until my very last breath
because he is the air that i breathe,
the reason of my existence
the man of my future
as i watch the stars twinkling tonight
as i witness the glass breaking silence
i found myself dreamin of you
i draw your face in the sky coz i miss you
i can see your eyes staring back at me
ow how i wish it is the look of love
i am seeing in you
i love you my dearest but as i look deeply into your soul
i realize that those eyes dont mean at all
staring at me blankly, lifeless, without love..
Love.... every1 loves.....even if they dont show it.....You love some1..and they love you. But never think some1 doesnt love you. We're all one big family in this world....why waste it hating on people...do you not anything better to do.....loving some1 is a GREAT feeling..but yer family is the most important people to love. because their always their for you thro everything.
<33 Love not Hate <33
Growing up, you are taught many different things. You are taught how to eat, how to dress, how to study for school. Your parents teach you why you have to work hard, to be honest, and to show respect. You start to take care of your own affairs; getting your homework done, waking up, learning how to be a good person. As you progress, you learn that there are certain things that you like, certain ones that you do not. Food, movies, seasons. We make up our minds about what path we think we want to take. We go to college and get a job, go to parties, hang out with friends. We live our lives based on the decision that we make.
It has been awhile since I've written down my thoughts. I've been so preoccupied with school, church, and every other aspect of life that come between me and my writtings. For those of you who have read my previous blogs, let me just update you on whats been going on in this "hopeless drama" i call my life. January 2nd, I wrote a blog concerning my New Year's relationship entitled, "New Year Destined For Heartbreak?" Which unsurprisingly lasted about 2 weeks. Turned out the guy I was seeing, already had a girlfriend. And as if that weren't bad enough, she was someone i knew very well. *sigh* Why are guys such idiots? Anyway, when i found out i broke all contact with him and have never spoken to him since. I really liked him but hey, a girls got to do what a girls got to do right?
Its been about 2 months since then, and already i find myself feeling "feelings" for another man. And honestly it is starting to annoy. I'll be 21 in October, and i have had my shares of heartbreak in my short lifetime. (Perhaps, more than my share) And you'd think I would be able to distinguish the difference between love and infatuation by now. But I can't! What is wrong with me? Why don't I give myself enough time to heal? I mean really, am i that desperate to be loved?! It seems to me that everytime someone of the opposite sex (someone i know i'll see everyday) flashes me a friendly smile, compliments me, or even holds a stare a second too long, my heart spirals out of control. Wedding chimes begin to ring, and my mind begins to fill with images of a "happily ever after". While the poor guy hasn't even spoken two words to me! *ugggh* Its almost as if I intentionally set myself up for heartbreak! I remember when I used to love feeling "feelings". Now, I just wish it would STOP until I am really supposed to feel them.
I realize that there is no one to blame but myself for my short-comings in relationships. I never look before i fall, and when things don't go my way i wonder why i'm always left with a broken heart. I need to learn how to keep my heart away from the dangers of "feelings". But the question is, How? How do you keep a heart from hurting, especially when the same source that causes that pain is in fact the remedy?
Ok as we all know yesterday was Valentine's day. I wasn't expecting something big but I was expecting something . I didn't even get a "Happy V- Day". He then goes on to tell me that he does not need a day to show me that he loves me, which is true. But dang...nothing, I would have been happy with just a card its the thought that counts. Maybe i'm so upset because he did not put forth any effort this year : (
- 1. supersweet- yung tipong kikiligin ako, hindi yung tipong makokornihan ako. waaaa ( you palpitate my heart into ecstacy ;)
2. cute magselos- yung tatahimik na lang kunwari hindi nagseselos pero deep inside nagseselos pala. yung padeny-deny pa =p
3. makikitext pa sa iba pag wala xang load- xempre para naman kahit minsan malaman kong naalala nya ako
4. kahit bad type xa, at least magbago xa para saken. kahit na nagyoyosi xa o umiinom basta pag kasama nya ako walang xang bisyo na gagawin. ako lang bisyo nya ;p
5. yung may sense kausap (common sense, sense of humor, sixth sense, sense organ, paSENSEa ;p he may not be mentally strong at least logically hes strong. yung kahit anung topic nakakaride xa.
6. yung may odor este! humor pala sa katawan. Ung kalog kagaya ko
7. respects me- yung rerespetuhin ako tsaka ung hindi mamimilit sa kung anong ayaw kong gawin.
8. hindi maxadong mapride- yung magsosori saken kahit ako yung may kasalanan (hehehe)
9. hindi ako igigive up kahit na anong mangyari
10. honest
11. trustworthy
12. gentleman
13. will cry to me at least papakita nya saken dat hes capable of being hurt and vulnerable
14 alaM ung pagkakaiba ng malandi tska kikay
15. can protect me
16. loves me as who and what i am kasi babaeng bading ako, kikay, baliw at mejo.. mejo lang naman may pagka-careless ;p
-KNIKS
Time is a very interesting thing - it goes slow on one hand especially when you wait for something and races the way too fast on the other hand. Look for example at the way we treat time. When we are young we are in hurry to grow up and do things that only adults are allowed to do. But when we do grow up and get all things we wanted to there is a paradox, we don’t want to be in hurry any more, visa versa we want to stop this time sometimes. But the process has been started. Now its not us pushing the time, its time pushes us now. So we have to be in hurry to be able to do as much as we have enough time for. You do day-to-day things like going tofrom work, working hard, doing some housework, pleasing the others etc. But you do it almost automatically. You don’t enjoy the process! If you read this while eating your lunch on your lunch break, stop and look at what you eat, where you are and who you are around. Look around and you will see many simple things that can make you happy, make you enjoy your life and make it complete. Don’t let time take away this pleasure! Don’t let time manage you or your life, do manage your time! Yes, it's impossible to have enough time for everything, but we can at the very least enjoy the time we have and use every single minute of it . So when the time passes by we cherish the memories of what we have done during this time.
You know they say "3 main goals of a man are to grow the tree, to build the house and to give a birth to the son". Sounds old school and might sound nowadays like that "To grow up in career, to provide yourself with everything like the house, car etc, and settle a family". And they are a lifetime goals and they used to think he will have enough time to implement them in life. Most of the time he does, but not always. Is there anybody at all who ever thought about main goals of a woman? Of a modern woman who nowadays plays big roles in the career, who drives the cars, buildsmaintains the house, who supports the family. Nobody have ever tries to assume. They all used to think that a woman should be able to manage her time the way that she has enough time for everything. But we forgot about the main thing in our lives. While pleasing the others and in chase of getting all the material goods we forgot about our feelings. There cannot be a family without love, there cannot be a success without a support from a loving one. There is a saying you may all know "The beauty will save the world" but I got another saying "Love will save the world"! Without love there is no sense in our lives. And it doesn’t matter how fast the time goes, without love it is senseless anyway. But we all want to not just exist, right? We all want to enjoy our life and live it up! But it's impossible without your true love! And if you got one, I'm really happy for you because I know you take no account of time. I wish it to all!
Now I talk to all women! Hey girls, what's up? What's wrong with you? Stop complaining you don’t have enough time for everything! I know time is too short but try to take as much as you can from what you got. Do NOT try to jump higher than your head is. Are you going to make a revolution? Do NOT try to make men feel weaker than they are simply because you think you can be independent! Then you ask why we need men if we can everything by ourselves. It's not right! We do need them, need their loving and need to love, need their caring and need to take care of someone. That’s what we are here for! You cant earn all money in the world and the happiness is simply not in money. That’s why you don’t have enough time for everything simply because you are going a wrong way, you chose a wrong path. You know we are all humans and our time here is limited. But it doesn’t mean we have to sit and wait for the last day being disable to enjoy our life, to count this time and vent on the lack of it.
So if you didn’t find your true love yet, go for it! Busy with your daily stuff? Sad, you will never hear the birds singing, will never see the sunlight playing on your wall, will never smile on the rainbow after the rain, because only people in love can notice those things and have enough time to enjoy them. Like kids! They don’t track the time and they are happy! And life is beautiful!
Love hurts when the one you love does not love you back. Love hurts when you find out the one you love, loves someone else. Love hurts when you give up your beliefs to make love work and it doesn't work. Love hurts when you have a child with the one you love and find out the child might not be yours. Love hurts when you get married to the one you love and it meant nothing to the one you love. Love hurts so much you feel like dying because you wonder if you can ever love again. Love is supposed to be special but how can it be if Love does not work. Love is what I was looking for when I found you because the one that I truly loved was here on earth no longer. My love blossomed when you gave me a special gift from above on a special day. Love hurts when everything you love is taken away. You could have done me a favor and stabbed me in the heart because i have no use for it now. Thank you for showing me the true meaning of love. Love hurts.....................
Ever since my last entry, I've decided that it would be best for me to just... move on. I convinced myself that if Jonathan really loves/loved me, he would come back. Like the saying goes: "If you love something let it go, and if it comes back its yours forever." So thats exactly what I did. Its a new year, and its time for a fresh start. So anyway, I finally agreed to date this guy whos been trying to get at me for some time now. We talked about everything. He told me what he wanted in a relationship and i told him what i wanted. We both agreed that if we were going to be together that we would tell eachother everything. We talked for hours about past relationships, his never-ending drama with his baby-mamas, his kids, my exes his exes, his feelings for me, everything. i'm comfortable around him and i can talk to him about anything and vice versa.To be honest, he's everything i could've ever ask for in a man, a good man. Great right?
I don't know. If i learned anything in my past relationships, its that you can NEVER be too sure about anything a guy says, especially if you just started going out with him. Everytime I'm in a relationship that feels right, I would completely let go. I have the tendnancy to love whole-heartedly. I either love someone or i don't, there's nothing in between. It's almost impossible for me to love just a little bit. And because of this, it has been counted as a weakness and i've had my heart ripped out time and time again. And now that i have the man of my dreams, so to speak, i don't know if I can let go anymore. All i know is that i have a choice to make; one that could possibly change my life forever. I can either take my chances and let go, or i could ignore the possibilities and miss my chance to be loved. Either way I'm left picking up the pieces of a shattered heart. Am I wrong for trying to keep from being hurt again?
I think love is full of sacrifices that we make for each other. Love is an unconditional thing that we feel within our souls. It comes from within. Love come from somewhere deep. It is like air . It is like the sun in our days. Without words to describe love, our mouths and tongues would not function very well, but our hearts could sing a thousands of love songs only to describe what real love is. I may be young in my 20s to talk about love, but I witness the greatest evidences of all the great loves in the world. I saw a husband and a wife are still happy together even after long years. I saw some long-term relationships could really work. So there is hope for everybody. There is always someone who is searching for that special person. It is true!


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