This week i've been thinking of you a lot, every time we say we will see each other i always pull away. I am scared that i can control myself i am scared that i will love you more than i already do. I don't know if it was a good idea that we agreed to be friends, then again being friends is better than nothing right? i know we said give up, i know i said i won't wait. But actually everyday i am waiting, everything i do i do it for you. If one day i interrupt anything i promise never to call again. i promise i will only keep everything i have inside my heart - i will not see you i will only wish you happiness from far away. It makes me dizzy just thinking of you, my heart skips a beat when i call you, when i see your photo i feel the memories come alive. can we really make new memories in the future? or did you leave me with only the ones we already have? 

the truth.. the truth is, i cannot forget you no matter how hard i try. 

i love you  

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