I had never been like this before; he changed me, not for the better. I won’t show it to anyone no one’s noticed no one’s asked. I’ve never had to talk about anything wrong before, I never wanted to I dealt with it and moved on.  I didn’t realise before now how bottled up vie always been but I was fine I didn’t bother anyone else with anything. Now I feel like people should be helping me vie always done it for them. Everyone’s just always told me all their problems shovelling it onto my shoulders like they knew I could handle it. And I could, I would never tell anyone else about their problems and id never tells anyone about mine. But I never had problems that really bothered me before. It’s only because of him that anything’s wrong. He was the first person I trusted, that I would say if a little thing was bothering me. But he doesn’t care, he doesn’t care that I do it doesn’t matter to him. I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this he’s slowly breaking me apart.

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