they called it puppy love I called it love, now as im older i see that if i loved him i wouldn't be able to help him while dating my cousin whom i was always jealous of no matter what i said. i love him now as well but i couldn't see my self in a realtionship other than the friendship and that there is incredible for as long as we've known one another being friends this long is a record. i think there are a few reasons i could never love him more than a friend or a brother is cuz i cant picture us in a sexual relationship, i can sleep next to him but as soon as it gets touchy even if its an unconscious decision i don't want his touch upon my body at least not like that. were one and the same that's what our moms say, you guys are basically the same personality only in different bodies. and looking on it from a perspective i can see that we like alot of the same things we act the same we even talk the same.  Best friends is what we are and i cant say that is a bad thing.

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