Love Blog

I still think of Jimmy and he is still stuck deeply in my heart... I still miss him a lot and how i wish he was still mine.

30 April 2008, i get to know a guy at "RAVE" name Victor. He is 31 years old with 2 kids , the elder son,Elson is 4 years old and the younger son,Aston is 1 year old. He had file a divorce with his wife and had signed separation agreement.

He claimed that he fall in love with me at first sight and he really wants to be with me. I am very confuse because my heart still contains a lot of missing for Jimmy but i find Victor really a nice pleasant guy. I told Victor that i still love my ex-boyfriend Jimmy but Victor said that he won't mind cos he will try his best to win my heart.

I tried going out with him and his kids and i fall in love with them and they too fall in love with me. They are really adorable and they touches my heart. However my feelings for Victor is rather weird, I do not know if I really have feelings for him. I don't know what to do. Can i really accept him and his kids? What should I do? I'm really very confused. Victor seems to be really keen to build up our relationship, but i'm still standing at the same place not moving at all. Should I just let him go or try to carry on? Oh gosh, what am I suppose to do?