I get more confused by the day about the situation I am in with my "relationship". I was with my partner for two years, early in the relationship I made the terrible mistake of cheating. It was only one time and I have regretted it ever since it happened. I never told the person I was with but after almost two years had gone by it came to the surface. i admit I probably should have been honest to begin with, but I was so afraid of losing the person I was with I let fear stop me from telling the truth. So when I was confronted with it, I came clean. And just as I suspected would happened I was told it was over and to leave right then. So my fear came true and my heart was broken. It has been two months and in that two months things just seem to get more confusing.
From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl loves the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deepis your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure,the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it insilence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of mylife. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So beforehe leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society,whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work,she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mom crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort,but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same.Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, andcountless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, isstill crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that shecould eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life.Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not tolet him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope,containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl wasshattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guystanding in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled...
I could still remember the day, may be was of Monday and the main thing was it was the morning of Shiva Ratri. The Pashupati temple was blooming and the scene was totally heavenly. In the queue, along with the other devotees, I was trying my best to reach to the temple premise as soon as possible and get rid of this formality of visiting Pashupati temple on the day of Shiva Ratri. Let me clarify you, my residence is quite near to Pashupati temple. In a sense, let’s say I don’t have to wait for the Shiva Ratri to go to the temple. Rather, I can visit the temple in 5 minute walk from my residence. But I don’t get enough time for that 5 minutes walk because what I feel is god is inside every individual creature and so why to go to that temple for the show off rather in that time of visiting the temple, I can work some output for my business or I can have some idea of new creation in my next project so and so.
Hey everyone. i am soo proud of the hits i get. special thanks to you. soo today i am feeling crappy. i woke up just wanting to sleep like all day. Yah i usually wake up tired but not this tired. So anyways. i feel that me and this guy i'm just trying to get to know and seeing isn't what i want. like at all. I have nothing for him and he has too much for me. I feel bad cause he likes me so much and is such a good guy. but i just feel more for the guy on my profile that is impossable to get over.. i hate it it makes me feel like a shitty person.. but i don't know.. i gues i'll just have to give it time. i just don't think i'll ever get over my guy on my profile.. i don't think i ever will pass him up..
er i cannot stand laptops that close the window n their own and they do that constantly! ER. but just as i expected; we have laptops in history and this entry can be considered as tomrrows cause i more than likely won't be able to reach a computer.
Sorry i haven't updated in so long guys. my computer at home is incoherent to this sorta thing. and probably another word i spelled wrong. soo my weekend was apsolutely a blast. friday night i went home and just hung out and texted. and attempted to get on here, but no luck.
okay; not too bad for my first entry i got a buncha hits. thanks guys. but things actually seem to be looking up for me. Just the other day i was texting my friend; and i told her how i wanna date people and get to know people; so i can double with her and and my otha friend which happens to be her boyfriend. so she texted one of her close friends. and he said yah and he's been texting me lately getting to know me. which i find pretty sweet. just friends for now though. but still we get along great. ugh! i can't wait till sunday at alllll!
hey this is my first blog entry. i am stuck at school with a horrible cold. and ontoppa that; that guy i continuesly talk about on my profile is stuck in my head this morning. he's been soo busy lately he has no time to keep up with me. and to text endlessly like we always do. and it's just been a huge mess. i hope it gets put back together when he comes back from where his real home is. too far away.
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