Chapter 2: Paranoia

Today wasn't feeling right at all, oh yeah! I woke up to my cat wanting his belly rubbed more than usual, plus my mom was cooking french toast. Could smell it all the way from my room which is pretty far from the kitchen. But my alarm was fried I could still see the smoke coming from it, didn't really smell good either. I was really expecting just a normally weird day like usual, but this is abnormal. “Breakfast is done!” Mom called me in for the food, but didn't yell at me before-hand.

Today was going to be a really weird day considering the weird things that already has happened. Same routine as always getting ready for school, a charter school. Not the real cute uniform plaid outfits, they're the nerdy shirts tucked in pants kind of uniforms. After being with my mom at breakfast, I realized how hot it was outside. “Mom, can you take me to school please?” The look my mom gave me across the room said everything.

“Maybe its the jacket your wearing, why can't you just make it to the bus? I want to sleep in!” Mom was starting to act like me for a change, not really a good thing at this moment. I decided to walk to the bus stop with a jacket on. I'm still embarrassed of the scars on my arms, waiting for them to heal all the way up so I could start over with my life.

I got to the bus stop realizing I wasn't the only one waiting anymore, there was another person there. He was sitting on the rock I usually sit on, I didn't really want to stand up though. I saw another lovely, uncomfortable, steep, small rock. Sat right next to him, he didn't really look at me to often, but I could tell he wanted to say something. I couldn't really see what he looked like with the black hair he had and that he kept looking down at his mp3 player. Retard also had a jacket on, even though its like 95 degrees out. The bus arrived, happy I was that I could sit in my seat next to the window. He got up and I could feel my face turn red, he was like a dream that made my day with his awesome broad shoulders!

I got onto the bus, second after him and was about to sit in my seat till the guy read my mind. Hes very dreamy, but this is not acceptable! I sat next to him not wanting to sit anywhere else, his jacket didn't seem to like me since I still couldn't see his face. I just gazed out the window, not even realizing anything that's going on. He didn't even turn to look at me, he just stared at the window just like I did. The atmosphere changed, my heart was racing being near him. I didn't want to move, he was in my seat! I was tired and my body wouldn't respond, I just leaned over putting my head against his shoulder drifting off into deep sleep. It was like I could trust him like we already knew each other, but I couldn't say anything.

One of the people that rode the same bus quietly woke me up, I was asleep for about an hour on the bus and he didn't even mind. I stood up wanting off of the bus, when I got off I waited combing through my dirty blonde hair with my fingers. He got off of the bus and I was able to see his face, he glanced at me. He had green eyes like me, I could tell he dyed his hair because of the blonde roots peeking out. A chill went up my spine when he got off waiting for me to say something since he caught me staring. When my nerves came over me I just turned towards the school moving on with my boring life.

Throughout the day I noticed he was in all of my classes, oh yeah his name is Vladimir Reign. I haven't made the effort at all to talk to him today, but he keeps following me. I'm walking home from the bus right now and hes right behind me following me. In panic I turn around at the roadway to my house and he stops in his steps. “Are you following me?” I can't hide the emotions I have in my face, one of my faults. He looked annoyed,

“No, my house is right here.” Pointed across the street from my house, “I just got a little distracted that's all.” The neighbor across the street just passed away so the house became up for sale, I guess he and his family are the ones that bought it.

“Oh, I'm sorry just got a little paranoid. My house is right here so I just started assuming things.” I was tensing up where Vlad looked like he was actually laughing at me.

“I'm weird, but not that weird. Your hot, but I'm not going to stalk you just to ask if you want to hang out.” He gave off a smirk, “but we could if you want?”

“Really?” I just kinda zoned out from there, why would he ask someone like me? “No, its okay I'm not really wanting any serious things going on.”

“I didn't say I wanted anything serious, but that can work out good too. I guess I'll see you later then, bye.”

“Bye,” Me and him both in unison turned and walked to our houses.

Some thing must be really wrong with me, rejecting a guy like that. I just laid down in bed, I've been feeling tired a lot lately though. I skipped dinner going straight to bed, my dogs laid down beside me. For about the tenth time in my life, I really feel dumb. I had to sleep in order to get rid of this misery that dreads in me. At this time I usually have a nightmare before I have to get up for school, but I didn't this time. I actually didn't have a dream at all, like I was dead or something.

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