I am teary eyed while listening to the songs you once sang for me "Sana ikaw by Piolo Pascual", "Nandito ako and Bakit labis kitang mahal by Leah Salonga" . All i wanted is to hear your voice again. :( RP. i had finally known the truth.The TRUTH that i ignored because i thought you are not REAL. Why is it that you don't want me to know your true feelings for me? why is it that you are hurting me even if we both know that we do like and love each other?? 

11 AM- when i was in one of my covered areas, we had a chance to at least talked a little sweet conversation. it was kinda awkward because again, you are snob. fine! :( then in a short minute, you finally asked/talked to me.

RP:"Ann, malabo na talaga mata mo?" -because i am now wearing eyeglasses.

Ann:"Oo,kelangan na eh." then i smiled. *forced

Ral: "ahhh.."smiling.

RP:"Ahh, kaya pala sinagot mo si Vince". smile.

Ann:"hehe. naku may ganun talga?"

Ral:" kung si RP ba una mong nakita at nakilala may pag-asa ba sya kung liligawan ka man nya?"

RP:"wearing his sweetest smile ever" ^_^

Ann: *thinking, then"Naku Ral, umayos ka ah. Wag nyo akong tinatanong ng mga ganyang tanong!" Smiling. blushing maybe?? OMG.

Ral:"Bakit?. Oh anu? isang tanong, isang sagot lang oh! (*laughing)

"Anu?? anu nga? magsabi ka na ng totoo."

Glysa:"Uyy kayo. tigil tigilan nyo si Ann ah." *she knows that i am inlove with RP.

RP:" Oh bakit, Glysa??"

Glysa:" Naku RP, bulaan ka."

RP: "huh?. smiling.

Glysa: "Naku!"

Ral: "Naku Ann, ihanap mo na nga din daw kasi si Glysa ng boyfriend." *laughing

Ann: "Ako nga hindi makahanap, ihahanap ko pa sya? nku.hehe :)

Ral: "Naku, eto lang nmn kasi si RP eh. hindi mo lang makita. Pero wag kang mag-alala may salamin kana. baka makita mo na yung talagang hinahanp mo. :) *smiled with great sincerity.

Ann:" Sana nga. :)"

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i missed you RP! :'( why is it that you are not texting anymore?! when glysa said that you are "bulaan", i just knew the meaning awhile ago. that you are not telling me the truth. :( i wanted to know the real truth.

but i know FRIENDSHIP is what you don't want to lose-between you and vince; and between you and me. i know that you don't want to hurt him. :( you don't want to be in a place that is suffocating you. i do understand that.

what i am sadden about is-you didn't fought for what you truly feel. you chose to hurt me. you chose to keep silent. to hide everything that is in your mind and in your heart.

don't worry. i truly understand your situation. i maybe hurting right now, but as soon as the tears of mine will fade, maybe i will have the courage to forget the love i have for you.

again,

i miss you so much RP. :(

but i know it is too late for me to let you know that i really do love you because things are not the same as what it is before. :(

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