before i am just a simple girl who wants simple things.  i am contented on the things that i have.  i stay out late at night with my friends,watch dvd at my room everynight and do things that makes me happy.  i am good at school,competed with the best,and impress people around me.  i used to make my parents proud of me.  leaves a place with my name a good reputation.  but time had passed.  that was just a history now.  i changed bit by bit.  i fell in love and been hurt.  i learned how to stand on my own.  face my own fears.  but tha pain in every trial that i encompass did not fade nor healed.  instead, all of it ia here in my heart.  killing me in a silent way.  every wound fill my heart with so much emotions, with hatred, and with pain.  i tried to overcme it but i failed,coz its the pain that had overcome me rather then the vice versa.  maybe this is also the reason why i act like a cruel bitch now.  why i hurt other people.  why i want others to suffer.  sometimes its tiring but i just cant stop myself from doing it again and again.  after i got what i want i just leave them with no explanation.  i dont know who to blame.  i just want revenge.

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