does the world hate me or something?

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There was this guy, i liked him in the begining of this school year, i guess it was around november. He sat beside me in some of my classes, i wouldnt say we were close friends, but we talked alot, and he trusted me. His girlfriend dumped him, he told me..i tryed to be suportive, but trust me I was the happiest person alive, i hated her, and liked him. I made him feel better, with pathetic funny stories, and lame topics. Months later, febuary, i had been over him since the end of december. My best friends seemed to think he liked me, i denied it, that was just the person i was then. A week later, i liked him AGAIN, trust me, i tryed not to. Then one night when i was online he asked me if i liked him, i thought he had just heard it from someone, so i said no. Then his reply said that he liked me, but there was no point if i didnt like him back. So i said i lied, it just stayed like that, i knew he liked me, and he knew i liked him. The next day, me, him, his friend, and mine were at a table in one of my classes, we were passing notes, he then asked me if i wanted to know what he was thinking, of course i did. He askedme out. and that was that, i was what he was thinking bout. We lasted a week, one week that is it, we went through mushy convos, and both of our first kisses. He dumped me, and somehow a month later we are still friends, and we both forgot about the break up i guess. Then it hit me, i like him AGAIN, a third time this year, the last 2 times he liked me back, but this time not. Everytime i see him, think about him, or talk about him, it comes back, all the bad things. The good stuff never seemed to come to mind. And now it seems that im head over heels for him, and i dont think he even remembers us, when we were together, it wasnt him, then me, it was US. And i like that word, cause that ment two people, and now, i want that back ):

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